i can feel something sending me an idea into my brain. I can feel it ring the bell on my mind and the door open and i feel the idea enter my head my brain cant unscramble the code. So I guess Ill never know the idea that came tonight. I hope it mates with my brain, lays eggs in my brains so my genes could be embeded into the eggs and once they hatch I could be able to understand these ideas inside me these foreign little creatures inside my mind. i close my two eyes and with my third i see a snake in front of me and when i start to fall asleep i hear someone say CRYSTAL!!! isnt it weird how i started to have reality disturbances all over again. Im not even on drugs anymore im almost very sober except for the wine. but why am i having these visions of snakes and why am i hearing my name being called late at night?  ideas inside me please wake up and please gimmie a hand and help me understand myself.

Am I crazy again? I guess Once Youre Crazy Youre Always Crazy :\